Something about this beautiful woman’s way with words just manages to get me every time. Most of you know I’m not overly emotional however Irene Lorenzo your words manage to end up rolling down my cheeks every God damn time, many times I’ve thought it would be so easy to give up over the last few months but your words always managed to drag me back almost like a virtual slap in the face to wake the fuck up lol I love you girl your an angel walking among us.
Hey girl, how are you been doing?
Read your post about James yesterday, and Im so shocked its been 6 months already! I honestly thought it had been shorter since that.. Remember that phone call as if it had been last week. It must have been a true journey for you ever since he passed away. I think of you pretty much every day, and I know is only an excuse, but I end up forgetting about reaching out and properly texting you. This year has been so intense and in so many different ways for the two of us. So much has changed and the end of the year has nothing in common with how this very same year looked like when it started. But eventhough it has has more downs than ups, you never stopped fighting, no matter what, you pulled your shit together and kept going even though you went to hell and back. I wont grow tired of saying this: you amaze me! You are such an example of how strong someone can be when so much is messed up. You keep smiling and keep making all of us fall in love with you day after day, by making us laugh and cheering people up with your weirdness and funny jokes. Beautiful and unique weirdness, of course!!
Im sure you’ve had hundreds of terrible days and nights, feeling lonely, and helpless, and angry and terribly mad at life for all it’s done to you this year. Yet your beautiful smile is still there.
You are an incredible woman, and always inspire me to keep fighting and keep smiling not matter what. Thank you for that. Thank you for your friendship, for making me feel that no matter how many weeks or months we forget about each other, you always keep as friendly and as close as ever. You are one of those people that can only found once in a lifetime, and im so thankfull i found you!
Miss you tons! My beautiful kiwi girl. Have an amazing week, and remember im here anytime you want or need me. Big hug, cunt!